Everytime I wanted to change my job during the past four years, I was used to asking for advices/suggestions from my good friend in Suzhou before making decision, however, I feel helpless these days, because he is in his hometown,looking after his sick wife, and I can’t talk to him in details about the job I will be offered.

His advice and suggestion are always important for me, even though I didn’t always adopt his suggestion. I am too dependent on him in this respect.

Tomorrow is the deadline that I should give a confirmed reply to the boss of that factory. Go to work there or not? The products they produce are totally new for me, I don’t know much about them. I must study them intensively to be a professional, and I must investigate the international market and companies in the industry worldwide, otherwise, I will not earn enough for a living.

I am standing at a nonplus. I don’t want to engage in a job that I might quit in a short time, which is harmful for me. I am no longer in my twenties,I can’t find a job at random just for a living and the house mortgage payment, I must consider my career and my future seriously.

Life is full of decision making, you can’t always depend on others, right?